Melissa Billions

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Doing Whatever The Fuck I Want In (For The Rest of My Life).

Look at all this stuff.. like $150 worth of things that will go in my mouth and come out my butt—Lord willing.

Most of the products pictured (plus like..3 other things I just ordered before writing this) are things I've been looking at for months [... MONTHS!] and put off because I wanted to save $$$ or I wanted to put it toward something more pressing and guess what.. it left me feeling incomplete.  I would start to say things like: "If you made more money then..." OR "One day you'll be able to do x, y, &z" and I just decided FUCK THAT I want it so I'm getting it!

Now.. to keep it real, I still will have to sacrifice a bit because (although I can afford it, it's good for my health, and I deserve it) mama still has a financial consciousness and commitment to some bigger goals in the next few months and years. So that means less experimental makeup purchases or overlapping new product with something that already exists BUT I'd rather have my health and feel like I'm loving/living MY life versus waiting around for the perfect conditions or time.

Perhaps this is an exercise in being daring in some weird way? (lol) Do it now versus do it later. Live the life now rather than have it sit high on a shelf to admire "over there" to be mine "someday". IDK but I'm looking forward to enjoying my new morning ritual and feeding my body the nutrients and minerals that it's desiring then have it that my life is totally fueled and strong thanks to me just doing what it takes to get the right tools in my life.

 Now let's imagine that this is all blended together into one drink and cheers to doing us. *clink!*

 

[In the mail Dandy Blend + GOLDE Turmeric]